13 Dec 2010 07:53 pm
IF ANYBODY STILL BOTHERS TO KEEP THIS ON THEIR FAV.S:
I am SO SORRY. I have plans for this comic still, I really do, but the reason it's been so long is because of the fact that the computer I was originally writing the story on died. :( Yeah, I printed a lot of it out, but, there was a lot lost aswell. Actually, the part I managed to print was more of the beggining, A.K.A. a lot of the stuff I'd already drawn out. Though, I was printing it out to have as 'hard back'/in actual 'paper form' so I was doing it in order; and I had no idea that my computer would die within a couple of weeks from when I was printing or I'd have REFILLED the ink that got used up VERY QUICKLY. (Can't prdict the future, huh?) ...It's a complicated feeling/state of mind... I just don't know how to explain it so anyone will believe me. I've thought, "I could just keep going from where I last stopped." but when I think that, I have a hard time remembering what exactly I wanted to do past what I've got printed. (So I get kinda 'stand offish' and scared to proceed. I mean, I do have enough to keep going a few more chapters, maybe more than a few, but after that, my mind goes blank. *cry*) *HEH* But, I do want to continue this story. Heck, if it takes me even more than a year from this exact post, then I might just rewrite and redraw it. I've been thinking about doing that since it's been a year, back in 2009, since I updated this comic. It's been two years now, so, that might happen once I REfigure out exactly what I wish to do with it. :) I really like some of the characters of this story, so, I don't want to say I've given up. It's just unlikely that I'll do much, at all, with this until I'm done with Jr. College. T_T I've been attending Jr. College for quite awhile now, but I seem to be lacking in being able to graduate yet, much less transfer and keep going for my 4 year degree... ANYWAYS, I love this story, so I have high hopes for this comic. I have TONS of other comic ideas too; it's just they aren't quiet 'in exhistance' yet. ^_^; *PFFFFT!*
SO YEAH, I still LOVE manga and anime. I STILL BUY MANGA; a lot too. :D I'm just having a lot more problems with doing well in classes in college than in high school. (And BOY, I had quite I hard time with high school. DX) OR I'd TOTALLY be drawing on comics after classes and studying, but since I'm just barely doing 'OK' I feel more stressed than ever before. Yeah, that means I'm growing up, so when I'm off and out of class I don't even THINK to draw and write on stories, I just chill. (Back in high school I ENJOYED everything about comics more, 'cause I felt more carefree and whatnot. :B) ANYWHO, If anyone even has this comic in their fav.s anymore, which I completely doubt, I'm sorry for being such a lazy amatur comic artist! You'd think that an AMATUR would try even harder to get noticed, especially since I really want to do this for a living, as well as other things... *blush* FAIL!!! DX *cry*